SilentObserver: ESTAWOO = Arrange yourselves

SilentObserver: ESTAWOO = Arrange yourselves

I use to write..before i got married...I use to read books long before i got married and to be honest i think i forget to write...i dont get those inspirations anymore..is it the age..well i am 35...time flies fast enuff to C my self in the mirror and asked am i changed..oh yes i think i havent change at all excpet i am not 21 any more hahahaha. The inspiration for most of my writings use to come from the opportunities when i was that age and i use to write and write and write everynite for hours...i use to cry while writing those pages it was so many happy and sad moments..well someones smile use to make me happy for months..sumtimes later i had a heart transplant ( Not the one doctors does ) And suddenly every thing was changed..i stopped writing..i dont read anymore...i was happy and so happy that i forgot when i was mad when i was upset and when i was sad i dont rememeber i was just happy and i was never alone but to be honest, there were times when I just want to be left alone and relax in my own private world. Those are the times when my "friends" get on my nerves.

Why not!!

I used to write…before I got married...I use to read books long before i got married and to be honest i think i forget to write...I don’t get those inspirations anymore.. is it the age. well I am 35...time flies fast enough to C my self in the mirror and asked am i changed…. oh yes i think i haven’t change at all except I am not 21 any more hahahaha. The inspiration for most of my writings use to come from the opportunities when i was that age and i use to write and write and write every nite for hours...i use to cry while writing those pages it was so many happy and sad moments.. well someone’s smile use to make me happy for months..Sometimes later I had a heart transplant (Not the one doctors does) and suddenly every thing was changed. I stopped writing. I don’t read anymore...I was happy and so happy that i forgot when I was mad when I was upset and when I was sad I don’t remember I was just happy and I was never alone but to be honest, there were times when I just want to be left alone and relax in my own private world. Those are the times when my "friends" get on my nerves.

First time blogger

I have been reading blogs for quiet sometime now but never had enuff courage or maybe time to write or create my own until a cousin of mine start sending me her own blogs which i really enjoyed reading them..and decided to create one of my own ..i decided to start 2 weeks before and almost started than i thught its just a waste of time..since i was using youtube, mylot and paltalk..surfing these sites just a habit and worse thing is i am almost addicted to paltalk..hahahaha what a waste of my quality time..well honestly everytime i unistal paltak thought the same until in just a week or few days i get aching to go online on paltalk..same cousin of mine asked me to make an account on orkut which i did but i dont think i am an orkut person but paltalk yeah i can sit there for hours and listen to songs chatting arguments and everything live...welll today is the 5th day i uninstal paltalk and i am on blog now lets C how it works..i think i will be online tonite again since hubby is out of town ..hubby yeah forgot to mention one thing he hates all these things.. for him computer is meant to be use for his electronics and scales things if he is on computer all the tutorials of all kind of scales and electronics websites r added to MY FAVOURITES...i asked him to use paltalk its fun well not for him..he thinks fun is when he found matler toledo manuals online..Anyway.....so i just made a account and really dont know how to use it..i am just typing its not even that what i wanted to write when i blog this name thinking...well lets C how it works