I use to write..before i got married...I use to read books long before i got married and to be honest i think i forget to write...i dont get those inspirations anymore..is it the age..well i am 35...time flies fast enuff to C my self in the mirror and asked am i changed..oh yes i think i havent change at all excpet i am not 21 any more hahahaha. The inspiration for most of my writings use to come from the opportunities when i was that age and i use to write and write and write everynite for hours...i use to cry while writing those pages it was so many happy and sad moments..well someones smile use to make me happy for months..sumtimes later i had a heart transplant ( Not the one doctors does ) And suddenly every thing was changed..i stopped writing..i dont read anymore...i was happy and so happy that i forgot when i was mad when i was upset and when i was sad i dont rememeber i was just happy and i was never alone but to be honest, there were times when I just want to be left alone and relax in my own private world. Those are the times when my "friends" get on my nerves.